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peeling wallpaper -
only the house itself
recalls these memories
only the house itself
recalls these memories
Literature
Cuts
Dyke.
Fag.
Queer.
Words I've come to know as name.
They jeer and they push and they taunt.
I give them no tears, no blood, no hurt.
I remain as sturdy as stone.
Underneath I am crumbling.
Do they know each word is a cut?
A mentally inflicted wound?
With every sharp letter,
I am left with another hurt to heal.
What does it matter?
Why should I care?
Their ignorance should not bother me.
But it does and it will, forever.
I am still a person.
Still worth the attention and voice of any other.
But they don't care.
I'm worthless, useless, beneath them.
I'm gay.
Literature
Quote
Why are you crying?
**I've lost something**
What did you lose?
**nothing becasue it never existed in the first place**
Than why are you sad?
**becasue nothing was everything I had**
Literature
Scars
I didn't do it to hurt you
Or to make you mad at me
I didn't do it to show you
The emotional side of me
I did it only to remind me
Of things that shouldn't be
Of pain I've had
Of love I've lost
And what someday
Will be
The scars I hide
For none to see
Are worse than these my dear
And in my heart
The scars I hide
Are the only thing I fear
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I wanted it to be 'only the walls themselves' but I can't find a different way to suggest wallpaper peeling, so it would be 'wall' overload.
We're having a load of building work done at the moment because my grandparents are moving in with us, so there are lots of walls coming down, radiators being removed etc., which is revealing layers of crazy 50s/60s style decorated wallpaper...sorta strange to see how the house has changed over the years.
We're having a load of building work done at the moment because my grandparents are moving in with us, so there are lots of walls coming down, radiators being removed etc., which is revealing layers of crazy 50s/60s style decorated wallpaper...sorta strange to see how the house has changed over the years.
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